Happy New Year

Today is the first day of the New Year.

I am filled with anticipation and excitement for what is to come this year.  In my last post of 2016 I had a lot of questions about my progress and what I was doing. Questions on why negativity would still make its presence known.

I have to say that this morning I started the new scroll with Og, scroll number 4. It is also a new chapter with Haanel.  When I read them for the first time this morning their messages were perfect for me.

Haanel explains that difficulties will continue but that I need to absorb the wisdom that they are providing and use this for increasing my growth.  In #3 he also states that: [pullquote align=”normal” cite=”Charles Haanel”]Feeling is desire and desire is love.  Thought impregnated with love becomes invincible.[/pullquote]  WOW!   This lesson has come at the perfect time and I felt like he was addressing exactly where I am today.  He is answering some of the questions that I had in my last post.

As I stated earlier, Og’s scroll 4 also has come at the perfect time.  I have realized that in my efforts to grow my business that I have been wanting to copy other people.  I have chased after some other programs to grow my business because I was able to copy their words.  I always want the swipe file.  I am insecure about my ability to write.

I realized this morning in my sit that I am doing this because I doubt my own abilities and skills.  How am I to grow in abundance if I have that doubt about myself?  This must be part of that old blueprint that I need to let go of.

“Vain attempts to imitate others no longer will I make.  Instead, will I place my uniqueness on display in the marketplace.  I will proclaim it, yea, I will sell it.  I begin now to accent my differences; hide my similarities.”

I hate to admit it but the truth of the matter is that I am afraid to let my own light shine.  Even as I say this I am reminded of the quote by Marianne Williamson.

 “Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented fabulous?  Actually, who are you not to be?  You are a child of God.  Your playing small does not serve the world.”

…..A few hours later….

I must be on the right track.  I just finished with the webinar and what was the topic of conversation??  It was the Marianne Williamson quote and how most of us are afraid of our own brilliance.  Amazing!!