Today is the first day of the New Year.
I am filled with anticipation and excitement for what is to come this year. In my last post of 2016 I had a lot of questions about my progress and what I was doing. Questions on why negativity would still make its presence known.
I have to say that this morning I started the new scroll with Og, scroll number 4. It is also a new chapter with Haanel. When I read them for the first time this morning their messages were perfect for me.
Haanel explains that difficulties will continue but that I need to absorb the wisdom that they are providing and use this for increasing my growth. In #3 he also states that:
WOW! This lesson has come at the perfect time and I felt like he was addressing exactly where I am today. He is answering some of the questions that I had in my last post.
Feeling is desire and desire is love. Thought impregnated with love becomes invincible.
As I stated earlier, Og’s scroll 4 also has come at the perfect time. I have realized that in my efforts to grow my business that I have been wanting to copy other people. I have chased after some other programs to grow my business because I was able to copy their words. I always want the swipe file. I am insecure about my ability to write.
I realized this morning in my sit that I am doing this because I doubt my own abilities and skills. How am I to grow in abundance if I have that doubt about myself? This must be part of that old blueprint that I need to let go of.
“Vain attempts to imitate others no longer will I make. Instead, will I place my uniqueness on display in the marketplace. I will proclaim it, yea, I will sell it. I begin now to accent my differences; hide my similarities.”
I hate to admit it but the truth of the matter is that I am afraid to let my own light shine. Even as I say this I am reminded of the quote by Marianne Williamson.
“Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world.”
…..A few hours later….
I must be on the right track. I just finished with the webinar and what was the topic of conversation?? It was the Marianne Williamson quote and how most of us are afraid of our own brilliance. Amazing!!